i'm soooo tired, so i probably won't write much, but i wanted to post that i'm doing much better. i feel okay today, emotionally and mentally, but my body is killing me. i ran about 2 and a half miles yesterday, and almost 3 miles today (plus arms), and i'm feeling it. i also saw my therapist, and as i tend to do when i'm ready to work something out, i got through a crapload of mental garbage in my session today.
it was a beautiful, cool morning and it rained this afternoon. both good things. i'm trying to appreciate and realize the positives, and the little things, as much as i can. i had a good hair day, i got good news about those freaking medical bills, i got some laundry done, and i have a whole bunch of good stuff to watch on my dvr.
even though i've been struggling, i'm doing what i need to do: self care, socializing, not isolating, studying, working, getting up at 7 every day and not stopping till 9 at night. i will get through this; i feel hopeful, which is the best thing i can possibly feel.
and thanks to my daddy, who is always there for me, listens *any* time i need to talk, and more than makes up for being two parents in one. thank you, also, to my friends who have reached out to me, offered support, and helped me to feel less alone.
i'm going to take a hot bath, read a trashy magazine, and curl up in my chair.
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